Monday, May 11, 2009
Well I will be spending the next couple of weeks home alone, not sure how to act or what I will do . I know this coming sat will be the saddest day because it will be the one year annivesrsary of the death of my son not of my womb TREVOR DALE BURLING , hard to believe he has been gone a year when it still feels so much like it just happened. I truly loved him like he was mine and he always told me" Darlene you are the best mom i ever had " and he had a mom and was raised his whole life by her mom his Grandma. (long story there)
I guess I can work on some things around the house and do a lil organizing . I also have to meet with our CPA to discuss how we are going to pay the irs what we owe them ...i have been told they charge a really high interest rate ...scared of that one a little bit . I just did not keep up with things last year and now we are paying for it .... I just have not been keeping up with things until recently after Trevor's death . I was doing good just to keep from breaking down all the time ...I really wanted and still do at moments to just crawl into the bed and stay there . I know i can not do that though I must continue to live for my GOD , my husband and family and friends and for Trevor so that his memory will stay alive !!
I will also have time to stay up with the blogs i follow hehe !!
REMEBER TO TAKE TIME TO BREATHE !!!!! GOD BLESS !!!!